Life is pretty nice to me.

Its fufilling work and home sweet home almost everyday.

But i've been wrking so hard that it makes me wonder what is my goals in life?

And do i wanna do the same old thing everyday?

But to be frank, i might be too harsh on myself.

Maybe what i need is more time to grow in my job.

All work but no fun makes me a boring girl.

Recently i was going through quite alot of old friends facebook and blog. (if they still treat me as friends though)

I realise everyone changes alot. whether its for the better or for the worse.

But no matter what, i still miss the times we had together and i know its all i have done wrong to make them distance away from me.

But den again, im leading a happy life so i guess i should be more satisfied den them because im more blessed?

Looking back,

Be it career, studies or love,

I made wrong decision,

But i know my destination will still be the same,

Although i took longer time,

But im glad i went through alot of good and bad.

It the process that counts.

Was darn bored and went looking through the blog post i posted since the start of this blog.

and i realise i talk in the most childish way i could think of. GROSS!

my thinking, way of expressing is all childish.

im glad i've grown up.

And i realise i had been always unhappy in the past because i think too much and care too much.

Im alot happier now cos the ppl around me all love me to death. literally.

And im more easily contented?

till again, xoxo.

no motivations, cos i know no one reads but still i have to write something so that when i read back, i know i have done something meaningful or at least i haven't done anything wrong.

School is finishing and im struggling with my last module.

Last module is communications and is the only module i got A+. ( loves the lecturer to MAX )

Guess after finishing my school i gotta start working already.

But in a industry which i have no other choice to work in.

Been feeling insecure about myself lately. i think too much gossipgirls makes me seem minor.

i know this posts is all random ranting which have absolute no connections to each other.

Just wanna fill this space that all.

xoxo.

This is a boring entry. But its something important.

School is starting.

And im totally freaking out.

Too many things, too little time. :(

More time please.

The world is full of colorful and beautiful things and yet many people took all this pretty things for granted.

Imagine a world without trees, water, sun.

Imagine a world without pretty clothes, shoes, bags.

Down to the more simplest things like delicious food, sweets, chocolate.

If everything is as wonderful as i look, i dont see the point of not living your life to the fullest!