school is boring today.
fall asleep awhile in the class here and there.

i feel that my life is getting super stagnant now lo.
like there is nothing much i can do about it.
even though there is. im too tired to do anything about.

its not like im happy with what i have now but the things is, humans have to learn how to be contented isnt?
at least life is simple. (simple=plain&boring)

alot of times, i thought about leaving this world and go to somewhere all by myself.
perhap i would be happier lidat.
but i dont wanna disappoint anyone (if there is) who love me.

all i can say is im hanging on to what i have now. on the verge of slipping.

ps: its empty and painful here. *point to the heart*