Finally christmas is over.

All the anticipation and preparation is all worth it.

Its a great one this year.

Spend it with a bunch of cool and great friends.

Steamboat, shopping, gifts exchange, mahjong and movie all in 2 days.

Im amazed by what i have gone through this year.

I went back to studies and finishing it soon.

Am so glad i didnt gave up the studies halfway through this time.

Am so glad that i have great friends encouraging me and pulling me out of the dark pitch future.

Am glad that i grew up to be a better person.

Looking back this year.

I've grown so much that im so proud of myself.

I learnt to take responsibility of myself and things i needa do.

I just hope sometimes that my family could be as proud of me as i feel.

But i guess they need more times to see the changes in me.

But im glad that we are still as close as ever.

I thank everyone for making my 2009 a fulfilling year.

Everyone that has been in my life. Or pass by my life.

You people makes a difference to me.

Be it good or bad.

Because i believe everything and everyone i know happens for a reason.

Love you guys.

Its another merry festival again.

I still remember very clearly who i spend my last year christmas and new year.

But the difference is those bunch of friends are no longer by my side.

Its a whole new bunch of great friends.

But looking back, i missed those friends too.

A year indeed passes very fast.

Alot of things have happened but they feel like they all happened yesterday.

The memory is so vivid.

My wishes for 2010 would definitely be staying great friends with the bunch im hanging out with.

Although friends might come and go but i know this bunch of friends wont leave me alone. :)

Im blessed to be spending christmas and new year with a bunch of joyful friends. :)

Life has been busy and hectic this few weeks.

But when i settle down and ponder,

I realize I've been busy for nothing.

All that is left in my heart is coldness and emptiness.

I guess its because you found a job with a super irregular timing.
And when u are working, i cant contact you at all.

I can blame no one.

Isn't this what i want?

You with a job.

Yes! You did gotten a job but with irregular work timings.

I guess the world cant be perfect.

I've been holding on because i know i will regret.

But i realize if i'm not as important to you anymore, it all futile.