i dont want to hide the fact that im not happy with my life now.
i dont want to act happy and strong anymore.
(those who hate me, gloat and be happy for all you want.)

my life is stagnant.
i cant work cos i study the whole freaking day.
and since i cant work, i got no extra cash for food, cigs or even a simple drinks sometimes.

i dont like the classmates i have.
some is so fucking fake.
but they can be fake for all they want cos i just dont talk to loser.

dont think i acting pitiful here.
cos if you dont like what you see den get lost.
this is a place for me to vent my frustration.