Life has been busy and hectic this few weeks.

But when i settle down and ponder,

I realize I've been busy for nothing.

All that is left in my heart is coldness and emptiness.

I guess its because you found a job with a super irregular timing.
And when u are working, i cant contact you at all.

I can blame no one.

Isn't this what i want?

You with a job.

Yes! You did gotten a job but with irregular work timings.

I guess the world cant be perfect.

I've been holding on because i know i will regret.

But i realize if i'm not as important to you anymore, it all futile.