For the past 2 years i wasn't able to read properly.

I lost interest in the first chapters for every books i bought.

That freaks me out abit because i like reading alot.

Any genre, from biography to romance to sci-fi.

I could get absorb in a book for a long time and and picture every scene the story is trying to portray.

For the past 2 years, i tried buying all different kinds of books from bookstores.

From the hot-seller to books that people seldom read.

I was trying to find my interest back.

I was scared, literally because books is the only thing that distract me from reality and drag me off to another dimensions.

I don't wanna lose the reading part of me.

After struggling for 2 years i gave up. totally.

I went to change my interest to youtube and pps movies.

Movies did take my mind to another dimensions as well, but its different.

The feeling is not lasting.

Den i thought, "why couldn't i combine movies and books together."

So i went to the bookstores and bought some books which i have already watch the movie before.

That definitely help me get started again.

I was able to focus on the books although i already know what happening.

I was craving for all the details that the movies didn't shows.

It kept me going.

So after i finish the books, i bought books that didn't have movies screening.

And my focus got better.

And now im back to reading. my favourite thing to do on earth.

Thank god.